Change...

It has been about half a year since then....
About 6 months since things started to change....
About 24 weeks ago.. form 5 ended.... little did i know, since then many many things would happen.....
Everything began to change....

After form 5 ended... some went to national service... some stayed at home doing nothing..... whereas.. I went to college....
Things will never be the same ever again after form 5 ended...
I will never return to high school.... the endless days sitting in class studying, chatting with friends and worrying about exams and homework finally ended....
Now that i think about it, i actually miss high school... spending the days with friends... spending the nights gaming... waking up to a new day wondering what will happen in school....

Sure... i met new friends at college... but i cant help but wonder...
Staring at the same azure sky... the sky is still the same.. but nothing else is... everyone have started to go their own ways.... drifting further apart...
Most of my high school friends ended up in form 6... guess things wouldn't be the same for them either...
They would probably go through day by day like high school... with the exception that I'm not there with them... well, life goes on....
Sometimes i wonder if i would be missed... or just slowly forgotten... just a memory of the past..

Of course, things will change eventually... nothing remains the same forever...
Wonder why i even bother trying... i should just let everything move by itself... let everything fall into place or fall apart... just let it be.... things will have to change sooner or later...
Wonder if it would make any difference if i wasn't there in the first place... if i had never met everyone... would anything be changed?

All i can do now is just smile stupidly at the days that approach....
The wonderful days are just now a memory....